monitised
2024
this piece was done by electroworks with an event called ‘under the roof’
This piece is a continuation of my constant battle with the world and listing within it.
the piece starts by me reciting a spoken word piece and as I am doing so two cis men in suits rip off my clothes:
Tied to lost thoughts
A guest to big hopes
A string between the in between
And a number no one can read
I am everything and nothing you wish for
It’s conflicting ties that’s keep us strung
I can’t help but to breathe in your breath
Even tho it will not oxides me
A wish too continue this never ending passage of thoughtless thoughts
With everything and nothing to call home for
I wish to be present right now as I whisper my dreams into your ear and I want you to really hear that we are now.not then
We are hope
We are love
We love to heal
They love to drill
I am yours to take
Let’s be present right now
Feel the blood flow
Feel your eyes let go
Feel your heart beat
Feel all of your beautiful meat
You are here right now
We are real
We are the same
It’s in the good lords brain
We are not insane
I am the name
We must not divide between you and I
but your hate makes me hate .
Civil people make for a good democracy
But my blood is boiling over
bubbling out just over the edge as it drips all the way down to my tongue I can taste it mum
You where right it doesn’t taste nice
that bitter sweet composure I was lured to believe in bigger
so I had to build my self stronger
Sure it may not be an easy life but it is our Lives, not for anyone for the taking
but us
Harsher pages equals out for better hazes
The taste gets thicker in my mouth I can chew it now
as the taste of bitter sweet all up in my mouth I chew it but it won’t swallow down
I rawl over your unforgiving smile
Don’t look at me
I do not wish to enter your soul
Damaging looks grow into messier hooks
Continuous work on ourselves
What the hell
Growing deeper with in I think you might just win keep it up and just spit the bitter taste out your mouth.
when they are finished with ripping off my clothes, they start tapping up my whole body in red blue and white. then dancing with my body then grinding on my body then leaving my body leaving me too get out of it.
